Missed my best friend so much y'all just don't know! I want to have a good time with her for her…

Missed my best friend so much y'all just don't know! I want to have a good time with her for her birthday but I feel weird and even a sense of guilt going out. I'm not going to the club or anything but just hanging out makes me feel like..(don't laugh or judge) I shouldnt take my unborn child to places I wouldn't take him when he's here. Maybe I shouldnt have promised her I would go knowing I was goin to be uncomfortable. Idk I just sat here and put myself in a mood, let me liven up before somebody ask me what's wrong and my bitch ass cry 😂😂😕#WhyAmISoAnxious #IJustWannaSleep