@alllyweber, I just had an ectopic pregnancy in January so I understand that pain. luckily I already have a beautiful baby girl who is 9 months old. I do miss that baby though.
it took a long time for that feeling to go away for me! it still hasn't completely but I accepted it. you should remember him/her in some way. I got necklaces for mine. I don't wear them but they are put up in my hope chest!