Feeling like I'll never get my career back ... Couldnt even leave for an hour today without him…

Feeling like I'll never get my career back ... Couldnt even leave for an hour today without him screaming. I know it's temporary, but it's hard and I feel like I'm getting old and FAST. I need a retirement and to feel like I accomplished something that I'm proud of. Yes I'm proud to be a mother to three beautiful children but i wanna give them so much more and I feel like I can't as a SAHM. I've got debt, bills and so much more I wish I could solve it all.... Uhh... 🙏❤️