I'm feeling really, really depressed. I've struggled with it all my life and been on a few different…
I'm feeling really, really depressed. I've struggled with it all my life and been on a few different meds but everything seemed to make it worse. Now I'm pregnant and it happened while I was on the pill so it was unplanned. I'm really excited and ready to face this challenge head-on but unfortunately the timing was not great. I wrecked my new car a month before I found out and my SO and I had started staying with his father and step mom after we moved out of our house due to the landlords not addressing some major repair issues. A month after we found out I was pregnant my man got laid off from his job of 7 years. Here I am 31 weeks along and still not back in our own place. I'm staying with my parents at the moment because of some huge problems we were having with his dad and step mom; they are just awful, awful people and will not be in my child's life. Well now my parents are both making me feel like a terrible person for being pregnant and not in my own place, making me feel stupid and worthless. I don't know what to do, I hate to admit it but I've been madly suicidal for a while. I have an appointment to meet with a psychiatrist but it's not for a couple weeks. I've been trying to do everything I can to stay positive, going on long walks every day, just focusing on the baby. But my family and my SO's make me feel just, like I said, worthless and like I don't deserve to be alive. Maybe I don't. But my baby does.
emily·
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sorry for the long post everyone 😔 if you can relate though you may understand 😢
D·
don't look for everyone else think, if you feel good and right about yourself that's what matters, if you don't feel to good start changing your life with small steps, don't expect change in few days, work for them, make focus on you and baby and if someone what to be in your life accept them, but don't chase them, focus on yourself, it's your time, do what makes you happy, enjoy yourself, with small steps and patience you can do anything
josephine·
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im in the same boat ma. its rough. im not as far along as you but husband and i are living with my parents and when baby gets here we cannot stay here any longer no exceptions. i got put on bedrest, still not cleared to go back to work, his job is a joke, no place to move to, no money saved up for anything...the timing was horrible but baby is a true miracle and beat all odds. its tough to stay positive when it feels like everything and everyone is against you but thats when you have to be head strong and push your way thru everything to do best for you and baby and fuck what anyone else says about you. everything gets better and even tho at times it seems easier to just give up its never worth it. keep holdin on and goin strong and everything will work out. hope the best for you