Four years ago when i went into labor with my son my obgyn was on vacation. (The man i chose to trust with mine and my sons life. To make the right decisions for us. )
Well needless to say my new obgyn/ the guy who delivered my son who was on call for my old obgyn is now going on leave next week. Im so scared that the same thing is going to happen to me again.
And the fact that i am now dilating is scaring me even more. I want MY doctor !!! Ugh 😞😩
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Is anyone going to judge me for giving my unborn son some McDonalds?
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Blahh I'm so impatient I want my son anything safe that I can start now to help me go into labor before 40weeks?.
My doctor told me I have severe preeclampsia😔😔😔 now I'm scared💔 I hope Leah is born healthy🌸 and I hope I deliver her with no complications😔