Four years ago when i went into labor with my son my obgyn was on vacation. (The man i chose to trust with mine and my sons life. To make the right decisions for us. )

Well needless to say my new obgyn/ the guy who delivered my son who was on call for my old obgyn is now going on leave next week. Im so scared that the same thing is going to happen to me again.

And the fact that i am now dilating is scaring me even more. I want MY doctor !!! Ugh 😞😩