Is it bad of me that I really want my daughter to come in April, not because it's her due date month…

Is it bad of me that I really want my daughter to come in April, not because it's her due date month but because April is such a special month to my family. My step mother was born the 10th and died on the 6th (cancer) my step grandfather (one who helped raise me) was born on them 4th and grandmother(my dads mom who also helped raise me)was born on the 25th, my grandfather (my dads dad)was born on the 30th, and my other grandmother (mothers mom) died on the 30th.. Along with many other family ties to April like my best friend (my cousin) is getting married on the 30th as well!!! It's such a special and sad month I want something really happy to happen in that month?! I'd love for her to be born on the 10th or 25th those are my dream days! (Her due date is April 20th..which I hate with a passion.. Hitler, Columbine (I grew up 15 mins from the school), Oklahoma bombing, and pot 😡.