Anyone else just despise being touched?....any physical contact besides from my one year old just…

Anyone else just despise being touched?....any physical contact besides from my one year old just grosses me out, even hugs from friends. Im 23 weeks with my son (and yes i said one year old, yes its scary, yes im a single mom, & yes i was on birth control lol). I legitimately have no desire for physical contact of any kind, but will love all over my daughter constantly. At about 33 weeks preggo with her, I had the same feelings, but this seems a little early to be hating even hugs or back rubs from the girls in my aesthetics class. Maybe Im just an old cranky hag lol