up at 5am sick and stressed. i'm so tired of my child's father. he doesn't care about anyone but his…

up at 5am sick and stressed. i'm so tired of my child's father. he doesn't care about anyone but his self. he didn't help me move. he hasn't been to any appointments. he hasn't bought anything for our baby, and he's sleeping with other women. lord what have i gotten myself into. i'm tired of crying over him being lonely and pregnant. ugh.....