14 weeks. when I'm scared and stressed out, I find comfort in thinking about providing peace and…

14 weeks. when I'm scared and stressed out, I find comfort in thinking about providing peace and unconditional love for my child, as my mom did for me. I suffered depression as a child (and still) and I will always remember the relief and peace I would feel from laying in bed in my mother's embrace and getting my back rubbed softly while I fell to sleep. I wish I wish I wish I could feel that innocent peacefulness again, but the thought of giving it to my baby is even better. 😢😍😙😭💋❤