
I haven't been on here in a long time but I can proudly say I'm a Mommy, almost a year and a half ago I lost my son (Jase) to a miscarriage, 5 months later I found out I was pregnant with my beautiful rainbow baby. After 38 weeks of panic, fear, confusion, and prayers for my daughter to stay strong. I had my daughter on 12/12/15, such a beautiful baby with more hair on her head than any baby I've ever seen. Sadly the first 2 weeks of her life she spent in the NICU due to breathing problems and jaundice. Now Madelyne is almost 3 months old and she is the most beautiful and spoiled rotten child I've ever known.
So happy to be able to be back without the sadness of losing my son! Does anyone else have rainbow baby stories to share?
@kattastrophe, That is odd, both times I was pregnant I took a test because my SO said he had felt something off. So now anytime he feels something off I run through my contacts to try and figure out whose pregnant. It hasn't failed for both my pregnancies and 3 of my friends.
in December, the month before I got pregnant, I started telling people that I can't have babies. SURPRISE! I definitely can lol! in the same December, my SO and I went to eat Chinese food and when we got the fortune cookie, we both had the same fortune "you will receive good news of a personal nature" it was pretty weird
@kattastrophe, it seems for me when I decide that maybe I'm not ready to be pregnant I get pregnant. With Jase we tried for half a year and it wasn't happening so me and my fiance decided maybe we weren't ready then a week later I found out I was pregnant. With Madelyne we weren't trying exactly but we both did want another baby after losing him. we decided we weren't ready and again a week later I found out I was pregnant. I guess my babies already have the "go against my parents" state of mind lol
my daughter is a rainbow baby too! it took 6 months for me to conceive the one I lost, and exactly a year later (on almost the same date) I finally got pregnant again and had my little princess in September (: it's funny though, because I think I can only get pregnant in January lol!!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
wow! I just knew cause I had to pee a lot and felt sweaty and nauseous lol! my SO never wanted to get his hopes up after so long of trying