So I was crying all last night and even my boyfriend cuddling me couldn't make it stop which it…

So I was crying all last night and even my boyfriend cuddling me couldn't make it stop which it usually does. But I was coming to a sad realization.. My family doesn't talk to me at all.. Not a single one. They comment on my Facebook posts but no one text me or call me.. When I first found out, everyone was talking to me and excited and my mom used to text me every day.. Now no one talks to me and my mom comes up with excuses to not see me any time I ask.. Brandon says I should be okay because I have his family.. And I enjoy his family, but it's not the same without mine.. When my sister was pregnant, everyone talked to her every day and was so excited... Now they're just throwing me a baby shower because they feel bad for throwing her one and not throwing me one and they haven't even talked to me to tell me anything about it or when it'll be.. And my mom said she was going to throw me one but she dropped that idea and I have no idea why but she also doesn't talk to me.. I see my sisters tagging each other on Facebook all the time in stuff they could tag me in too but they don't. And I'm trying to pass it off as them doing it because they're practically neighbors and I live almost two hours away but they could still talk to me and include me in things on Facebook.. I just feel like my family wants nothing to do with me yet they'll want to come around to see Rocky Gene.. But not contact me at all until then... It just hurts..