they told me once I have a premie once I have a 50/50 chance

there is no guarantee that it would happen again. and it's normal to have that fear, but the doctors would watch you like a hawk with this pregnancy. You love your son and you're doing everything necessary to help him along in life, don't doubt yourself ever @proudmomma14

with my first son everything was fine until 33 weeks he was just born Noone knows why. no warning nothing. tried to stop it and it wasn't happening. I'm debating on having a second child. I dont want to deal with a month of nicu and up to 5 years of developmental Dr's for them to tell me I'm not raising my son right. he is shy and won't talk for the Dr's. I have to record everything he does and his whole Dr appt is videos. and if I cancel them they get on me that I'm depriving my son of the help he needs. they can't tell me why I had him so early. I'm honestly scared to have another baby.

What complications are you experiencing?