I can NOT believe I birthed my first child all natural. Nearly 10 whole hours of labor with my 45…

I can NOT believe I birthed my first child all natural. Nearly 10 whole hours of labor with my 45 minutes of pushing included. It was not easy at all and I was on the verge of caving for the epidural several times during my labor process you can practically say the whole time I was on the verge lol. The nurses as well as my fiance got on my everlasting nerves while I was in labor because when I said I couldn't do it they just wouldn't let me cave and get it they kept motivating me. Which I appreciate so much now as cliche` as this is going to sound but to say I did it all natural makes me feel like a real complete woman (not saying your not when you choose to have the epidural in place) but from my personal experience that is how I feel. While I was pushing I swore I was going to die and my vagina was no more 😂 but it was and always will be the most empowering thing I've done in my life. I love my daughter more than any words can say and all the pain in the world doesn't compare to my joy 😊.