keep having nightmares about my ex ..I wake up literally crying my eyes out ..so glad I dodge a bullet ..I hate him and…

keep having nightmares about my ex ..I wake up literally crying my eyes out ..so glad I dodge a bullet ..I hate him and everything he did to ruin me...I just wish I could hang in my dreams a longer to off him, to push him off a cliff, or hit him with my car, have my people down south monkey drag his ass.. .omg I'm so scared of this man I can't even go back to sleep....ugh..every time my neighbors dog bark I think he is creeping around my house...I need to get me a gun permit for two reasons to protect my family from his monster ass and if I have a daughter...