My Ajani and my Mommy. This is NOT a sad photo for me. However, it IS important--it reminds me daily…

My Ajani and my Mommy.

This is NOT a sad photo for me. However, it IS important--it reminds me daily to never take my family for granted. I think carefully before I speak on or about my husband in particular. I try to speak love, life, and positivity over everything and everyone in my life BECAUSE I know how it feels to wake up and miss them. I KNOW the emptiness.

I ALSO know my baby somehow knows his Patchienonnah. 💖 Her love. Her smile. Her joy in the smallest things. And I know, she knows, I'm doing my absolute best, even if it looks bad sometimes.