had to get him up for work this mornin at 0530 so didnt sleep at all last night. after he left i…

had to get him up for work this mornin at 0530 so didnt sleep at all last night. after he left i slept for maybe 3 hours and just been layin in bed all day cuz my legs hurt so bad and feel so weak :( baby girl givin me a break tho by not kickin the hell outta me. she just moves every now and then like "yes im ok" and thats all. cant wait for him to get home cuz even tho it hurts to walk i have a surprise for him as a little thanks for how hard he does try to provide and for dealin with the craziness of everyday struggles that most people dont know how to deal with (my medical issues). he had a chance to walk away before lil girl was growing, he had a chance when i was so sick and dr was settin me up for surgery, he had a chance right before the wedding when i was always asking if he was sure he wanted to be with me...and thru all of it he has done nothing but stand beside me and show love no matter the problem at hand. i couldnt ask for a better friend, husband, and daddy for babygirl 💖 i wish i could do more but like ive grown up with its the little things that count the most