Sometimes I feel bad for being who I am. I didn't even try to get pregnant. No I wasn't using…

Sometimes I feel bad for being who I am. I didn't even try to get pregnant. No I wasn't using precautions, but I wasn't trying. I got pregnant within a month and a half of my relationship.. I wanted to time it better in my life. I love my baby, but I wasn't trying for him. Yet there's people who have been trying for years to get pregnant, and I get it without even trying.. Those people are the ones that deserve to get that positive. I love my baby, but I wish they could get that positive just as easily as I did 😔