luckily since addy was tiny I didn't tear but I hate wearing pads bc they're either too long or too…

luckily since addy was tiny I didn't tear but I hate wearing pads bc they're either too long or too short and soooo uncomfortable and tampons aren't an option 😩 honestly considered getting depends for this long bloody road ahead of me 😂🙈 after giving birth I feel no shame anymore...it's like something came alive and it's hit me that I'm a mother and I've just become fierce 😂