I was so happy when I started feeling tired at 9:30 and fell asleep at 10... Until I woke up at 11:30... Now I can't get back to sleep!!!😫😢

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
For my dirty 30 and older mommas:
At what age do you draw your line at being pregnant? I want to say mine is 35 but I’m getting close to that age and I want one more baby before 35. I might be pushing it if I say 37. Anyone get pregnant in their mid to late 30s? How was it for you? I wish I would have started my baby making years earlier but I never imagined I’d want all these kids 🤣.