Today is my big boy's birthday he is 8 years old. Time really flies by. Now 8 years later I am…

Today is my big boy's birthday he is 8 years old. Time really flies by. Now 8 years later I am having another baby. I am a little sad I can't see him on his birthday because I sent him to California a head of me until after I have his little sister. I can not wait to move. I need to start packing but I am to tired after work to do anything but eat and lay down. I have to be ready to move to California by 31 of March I gave my notice already. I feel so rushed because I can't afford my place anymore once I go on leave because my job doesn't pay me while I am on maternity leave. My dad and his wife have their doors to me my kids until I can save enough money to move on my own. It going to be a challenge living with my dad because he talks to me like child when I am an adult now. But my son needs a man in his life on a everyday bases since his father cannot seem to stay out of prison for longer than 6 months. I hope I find a store to transfer to when I come off of leave. Otherwise I need to find another job. I hope my dad Skype's I can see my son on his birthday. Talking to him twice a day is not the same as being able hug and kiss him everyday.