some times i see peoples lives and im like why cant i live in a nice house with my parents and work…

some times i see peoples lives and im like why cant i live in a nice house with my parents and work and buy nice stuff and not have to worry about paying rent, i feel bad for wanting to be taken care of but ive been doing this shit since i was like 15....im drained mentally...of course i still plan on gettig a nice job in the next couple months because at the end of the day the bills have to be paid... sad life of an adult with no help