
After a super long, super sucky day, I finally got to crawl into bed tonight. I curled up next to my sweet little sleeping boy. He was out so cold he was snoring the cutest little snores. He was deep in slumber land. So I decided to close my eyes and join him. I got to sit and soak up the silence and relax with my eyes closed for a whole minute. I then opened my eyes to look at and admire my sweet sleeping baby... And this is what I see. Big bright eyes staring right back at me. Like not even kidding one minute ago you were snoring. So much for that sleep thing...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

I see a SUPER faint line! Or I'm crazy.. Pic was taken within 5 minutes. Either I'm pregnant or I'm having line eyes.
I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. Every time I lay the baby down he wakes up after like 10 minutes. 😴
Its almost 11. Put my son to bed at 9:20 and he has bee. Down here 5 times already i am about to loose it. And when he is upstairs i hear walking around and no one else isnup there but for my daughter who is sleeping. Im sooooo close. I havent had any time to myself at all. Im sore as hell and just want 30 minutes!! Butnnow im about to go to sleep and i just know its going be about 10 more times my son comes to me of some made up injury or how hes thirsty. I might not have any hair by tomorrow m...