Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So I've been considering a breast reduction / lift after I am finished breastfeeding... My boobs are just saggy and HUGE from these babies... Is that wrong of me to do? My mom said she had to because of the back issues it caused and shes okay with it, but then my SO says he doesn't care for it.

She is here and she is perfect. Meet Elora Danni born 10:29pm on 2/24/19 7lbs 12oz 20.5in. I am so in love my heart is bursting.

*UPDATE*

Ladiessssss so I was debating on sharing this information as it means a lot to me so at my anatomy appointment they are referring me to get a second more detailed sonogram specifically for the babies heart. They are telling me that my babies heart is undelvoped on the left side and that it is possible that she will need heart surgery after i deliver. There sending me to a whole nother hospital and the damn doctor even said that i might wanna consider ending my pregnancy 😩 smh all this ...

Mother rant

I want to start off this rant with: I love my mom, she is amazing and has helped so much since ds was born and she will be an even bigger help when ds2 is born.