Worst night ever. after having 6 different injections of epidural, Fentanyl, and Lidocaine, EVERYTHING WORE OFF. they weren't going to give me anything else. about an hour later I was puking from all the pain I was in. FINALLY doc decided he wanted c section. They gave me another 6 pain medications (they were that messed up 6 that they did but over again) they gave me so much I started having convulsions and I started puking all over myself while screaming 'I'm puking' and Wheres my baby. even after it was over they tried to show me my baby and I was so out of it I kept asking for him ever after he was there...I don't remember anything but the c
doctor apparently didn't hear me yelling about puking because he had his music playing. I was still having convulsions after too. even now with the amount of Percocet I'm on I can barely stay awake. I doze off doing anything. it's pretty frustrating. hopefully this all ends soon but I still have to say my son is definitely worth it though
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
This mother's day I toldy husband he didn't have to buy me anything . I wonder if he will anyway 🤔 This is a test, but I won't be mad if he doesn't 🤷🏾 He adores me ever day 💓💓💓
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
TMI Moment: I have yeast infections after all antibiotics they put me on. An it's getting very irritating. My next appointment not till 9/5 and I don't have ride to hospital. Any suggests ?

Well ladies..I haven't posted anything lately because I had to have an emergency c section due to being diagnosed with preclampsia. Me and the baby could have died in Sunday. But on 6/11/17 I gave birth to a baby boy Kam'Ron Izaiah Nicolas Gibson. He weighed 1.4 pounds. He had to have two blood transfusions and he had to have some blood plateletts. He is now stable. I'm just in a lot of pain. Just keep me and my baby boy in your prayers. Thank you!!