Going to have my post op appt in the AM..Everyone says my Csection incision looks like it was done…

Going to have my post op appt in the AM..Everyone says my Csection incision looks like it was done by a plastic surgeon. Nobody can believe how great it looks. Personally, Ive only looked at it twice - once the second day after it happened, and the other a couple days ago. It icks me out and makes me want to pass out. Looking at it takes me back to the pain and I never wanna be there again!