I think I'm starting to get depressed all the thoughts popping in my head like I'm not going to be a…

I think I'm starting to get depressed all the thoughts popping in my head like I'm not going to be a good mom, my husband don't want me or the baby, my sister's don't seem like they care about me at all, feels like I'm not ment to be here and blessed with a baby...I'm just over here crying my eyes out