So I'm doing my maternity pictures in the afternoon and I'm spazzing out. I can't decide what I want…

So I'm doing my maternity pictures in the afternoon and I'm spazzing out. I can't decide what I want to wear. Jeans and a cute top that shows off the belly or the dress I wore for my baby shower. I feel so gross I kinda wanna cancel. Plus I can't decide on where I want to go. I wanna go to Tahoe but my husband is being an ass about driving anywhere that's not 5 seconds away. Can't decide on how I want my hair to look, contacts or glasses or just go blind. Lip stick or none. I've been so good this whole pregnancy on my hormones being pretty level. But now I feel like a manic depressive bi polar mess.

Also I'm sorry I've been ranting on here so much. It's just nice to get things off my chest.