Ended up lashing out at my boyfriend as we were trying to sleep. He did something rude and I just…

Ended up lashing out at my boyfriend as we were trying to sleep. He did something rude and I just snapped and asked him why we were even still together in the first place. Then I ended up crying hysterically for like 20 minutes and he just held me. We talked a lot and I said a lot of stuff that I've been feeling for a while now. He told me he's afraid that we're having a baby and we aren't as well off financially as he would like and he wishes we could have waited. And then he admitted we don't have sex nearly as often because I'm pregnant. He's afraid he'll hurt the baby and also if he feels the baby move or he thinks about the fact that the baby is there then it just ruins the mood for him. That kind of hurt to hear considering I can't really help it and I had a feeling that's what it was, but at least he's finally being honest. I said almost everything I needed/wanted to say, and so hopefully we can get over this and stop fighting all the time. I'm still feeling really down but maybe it will go away in time.