laying here in the bed and listening to music and what I never knew I always wanted and I start bawling I never knew I wanted to be married to a wonderful loving soldier I never knew I wanted to be a mommy after what happened to my first daughter four years ago but look at me now I have a stepson who is pretty much my son and a baby girl who is a fighter in everyway
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I know I've posted this before but when your water was leaking did it stay leaking or just with movements or what? Did you get contractions shortly after or no? I rolled out of bed and felt warmth leak out but Idk if it was possibly urine or what...never had it happen. It didn't smell like anything really...I know I should either call l&d or go in but I just want some experiences please. I want to wait a bit just in case it's nothing.
I need to ask you guys something because I want to make sure I'm not crazy.... I'm having my first child and I told my fiancé that I want him and my mom who's my best friend in the room with me when I deliver. My fiancé basically thinks it's childish for me to want my mom there for her first grandchild's birth.... he said he's never known anyone to have their parents in the room, he thinks it should just be him and I. But I've never known anyone to NOT want their mom there. Am I wrong for wanting my mom there? She's the only one who will understand what I'm going through or know what to do to help me, she's always been there for me. I need answers / opinions please. I'm so frustrated.
My darling angel ?. Never knew I could love someone I just met THIS much.
Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:
