I really want to give uo but I dont.. Im suppose to be the one to take care of Micah when hes born.…

I really want to give uo but I dont.. Im suppose to be the one to take care of Micah when hes born. Im suppose to be strong, Im suppose to show him things will be okay no matter what.. but here I sit on the bathroom floor vomiting, and crying my eyes out like a 5 year old because I thought everything would be different when we moved.. but I was wrong.