I can't post this on social media and I don't really have a lot of people I talk to anymore. Most…
I can't post this on social media and I don't really have a lot of people I talk to anymore. Most dumped me when I got pregnant because I could no longer live the life they wanted me to.. But anyways.. I'm almost 36 weeks pregnant and I met a guy.. He has a 1 1/2 year old.. He's a great dad. His ex doesn't make it easy on him. But that's besides the fact. The fact is he makes everything seem so perfect. That he wants to be there for me and be there for the birth of my child. He always makes comments like "falling in love and marrying you wouldn't be such a bad thing" or that he really likes me.. Well I posted something funny on his Facebook wall and he deleted it. Yesterday we were together and I took a picture of us, and then he sneaked a picture of us kissing. He made a joke about me posting them on Facebook, which I don't post anything on Facebook unless it's about my son or family. But I knew he didn't want me to post it. He also went and deleted the other post and I noticed it early this morning. So I kind of freaked out. This has happened to me before. I met a guy in November who swept me off my feet, then dumped me all of a sudden for drinking and girls who "weren't me" who "weren't pregnant at my age", and he rubbed it in my face. Even though he went and took family pictures with us.. It was a huge mess. Ever since then it's left my heart so empty. So when I noticed that the new guy(Zach) deleted the post I got emotional and started crying. It takes a lot for me to put my heart out there and I finally did after fighting it off multiple times. He's absolutely perfect. And minus the fact he lives two hours away, everything is grand. I just don't know.. Am I psyching myself out and ruining a chance? Someone please tell me they know this feeling too. 😕 I can't help but cry even when he reassures me he likes me a lot. We aren't together, we may never be. He's worried that I might just dump him like his ex did.. I wouldn't do that. I just I need some advice 😩
Kimberly·
I wouldn't worry to much , if its meant to be it will be if not , God will remove him from your life and give u signs that he is no good by his actions . Every woman deserves to be treated like a queen no less , don't settle if u feel like something is wrong deep down then it is . You are a beautiful woman be patient and let God send u a good man , or just sit back and observe his actions to determine whether or not he's right for u , because u never know if he has hidden agendas . I rushed into a relationship when I was 20 and was with a man for almost 2 years that mentally and physically abused me and put me down , but I was desperate for love , for a man being that I didn't have such a good relationship with my mother and then she passed in 2010 when she was 36. I wasn't patient so I ended up getting with shit thinking he was an older man so he would treat me better not always the case . I was 20 he was 34 . I felt like I was stuck and wasn't good enough for anyone else . thank God he finally gave me strength to leave the bastard , I'm happy now and doing better , I try not to push my man away with all my insecurities and trust issues , I just sit back and observe , whatever is not meant to be , no matter how hard u try it won't work .
Kimberly·
I'm 22 now