So my BD and I weren't really in a good space the past couple of months and barely speaking. Well…

So my BD and I weren't really in a good space the past couple of months and barely speaking. Well recently someone was outside my apartment window. So long story short the past couple of nights my BD has been coming around and he hangs out in the living room and let's me get some rest to make sure I feel safe. A part of me wants to ignore him again because I feel myself missing "us" and catching feelings again. Maybe it's the hormones or the fact that I still love him. Ugh!!!! I wish there was an off switch