Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

This was my first ultrasound from my doctor 11 weeks 3 days I know I may have posted this before but i don’t get to find out sex of baby til April 2nd so I wanted you ladies to give me a prediction boy or girl ? Thank you ladies

Can I see all the mommies belly's and how many weeks are you 😁 sorry that's the only pic I have that you can actually see my baby I'm 23 weeks today what do you think I'm having ?

today was the worst day of my life. my baby boy was only 22 weeks and 3 days when placenta previa turned into placenta abruption. he was born at 8:35 am weighing 14.8oz. he had lived for 10-20 minutes. I love you Cerus Marlin Samuel Clark. you are our little miracle and will always be our little prince. I'm happy I was able to meet you and care for you even for a short time.

What week do you find out the gender? I'm so anxious. & I forgot with my boys lol