so much has been going wrong since my emergency c section. After just getting out if the hospital…

so much has been going wrong since my emergency c section. After just getting out if the hospital for another surgery yesterday for an abscess that was close to killing me. i may have to go back tomorrow because another one may be forming. But im done focusing on the bad and will be living in the now. spending as much time with my baby girl and my husband as i can before i have to go back