I had my first kid by a guy I was with for a year but he was more of a kid than me...I don't blame him for getting pregnant I don't call him an ass hole I dont see it as being his fault or get mad he didn't want a kid or was not ready to grow up..we both knew sex could lead to a child condom,pill,pullout etc.. he left while I stayed...I know I wasn't ready to be a mother but my mom was heart broke watching my dad with a new woman and 2kids since my mother couldn't have any more and really wanted Anna I done what I felt was best...when she was two I met the love of my life and he has always treated her with respect..my point just because you got with a guy and he was not what you thought or changed does not mean you have to lower yourself to calling them names..it takes two to tango that don't mean they tango for life a man who is an "asshole" will show his true colors one time or another...how good you see it is another story.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
What do you think???? I know that I over reacting but me and the father of my kids are not in good terms.. I ask my mom to give the kids to him that's it. but he have her money to get stuff without telling me...she help him with getting a car after all he did to me...he not wanting my daughter and not been with my kids a full weekend.. I'm been doing everything alone.. I call him and he was that's not of your business.... I don't call his family at all how he is with my kids.. I'm about to give ...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?