Since I found out I was pregnant I've felt so alone. My childs father cant make it to doctor appts…

Since I found out I was pregnant I've felt so alone. My childs father cant make it to doctor appts and hardly has time to talk much less see me. He claims he loves his child but he just doesnt try hard enough to be involved and if i ask i feel like im adding pressure and stress. really feel like saying fuck it. i shouldnt feel alone when i have a "partner"