So this isn't pregnancy or mommy related at all, but I need an outlet to vent ⚠
my BD and I broke up...
he lied about why he wasn't going to make it to my house, said he was to tired to drive. I didn't hear from him til 6ish Saturday morning when he called saying he was gonna get dropped off bc he was f*cked up and didn't wanna drive bk later (to my house) c he had font out and got drunk(real tired huh). well I hung up on him and text him to take his a$$ to his house(his mom's house) & said that he didn't deserve to see his daughter. since he wanted to lie to me and go get drunk.
So NOW, I'm the bad guy, it's all my fault we split bc of me saying things when I'm angry(^like that about not seeing his baby). But what he did I'm supposed to just sweep under the rug and take the blame for EVERYTHING? ! And then bc I've tried to text him, to work things out, bc I do love him and I want my family- and I tried explaining how I felt lied to by him and he obviously gets pissy bc the truth hurts sometimes right? he tells me, "thats exactly why i cant be with you, just learn to shut up damn."
EXCUSE ME. for having feelings, wants and needs.
like really? wtf am I fighting to keep if he's just gonna get mad at me and be like that, after the whole reason he was mad at me in the first place was from being ugly like that...
⚠END RANT: I'm sorry for spamming yalls feed 😔