I'm crying my eyes out because I'm a mommy already. He might not be here yet but he's still my baby…

I'm crying my eyes out because I'm a mommy already. He might not be here yet but he's still my baby boy. I feel him move all the time and hear that healthy heart beat and it hits me every time. He's my whole life and I'm scared, I'm terrified. I want to be the best mom in the world and I know I'll do my best. He won't go a day without knowing how much I love him.