Feeling super sorry for myself tonight. 2-5 weeks until my sweet boy is here and my husband has…

Feeling super sorry for myself tonight. 2-5 weeks until my sweet boy is here and my husband has missed my entire pregnancy. I HATE this deployment 😫😫. I need him here to take care of us. Now I'm super dependent and I won't be able to let him do anything with the baby when he gets home. I'm scared half to death.