I was clearing out the clothes that dont fit me right now and i got so emotional... My boyfriend was out in the living room with our 13month old and comes in to me crying my eyes out.. I loved that he just huged me...he didnt ask why i was crying he just huged me and told me everything was going to be okay and that he loved my prego body...im so blessed!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Guise...I'm crying ?
My older brother came to have dinner with my kids and I today. He handed me some cash and I asked what that was for. He just said it was to help me out a little. I didn't wanna take it but he insisted so I thanked him and put it in my pocket. Well I just remembered it and took it out of my pocket. It's $500! I thought maybe he gave me some money to get a few groceries but I didn't expect it to be $500. He said I'm his sister, he loves me and he knows I'm struggling and he's...
I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.

F my neighbor just knocked on my door to tell me I had a huge beehive in my tree. Wtf do I do about this thing? It’s huge!!