I honestly feel like there's something wrong with me...
You see every time I get out of the house I can't stop thinking something bad is gonna happen, doesn't manner if my baby is with me or not.
If he's with me, I just think someone may come up to me, and just take my baby. If I'm by myself I think that I may get in an accident or something and then what's gonna happen with my baby.
So I rather stay home and do nothing, but now that's making me feel lonely, I don't have family here, so there's really no one I could go to, and don't really have much friends either. I feel weak, like literally as if I have no energy, and don't want to eat nothing at all some times.
I love my baby so much, but sometimes I feel like I need to take a break, so It makes me feel like a bad mother also!
I feel like another anxiety attack may come really soon, I don't know what to do anymore.