So scared because of having to go to the hospital last night. Before we left the nurse was saying…

So scared because of having to go to the hospital last night. Before we left the nurse was saying all these things like if I'm having spotting heavier than a period to come in, if my water breaks or does something like a trickle down my leg to come in etc. The way her voice sounded was as if she expects that to happen. I'm not ready for her to come out yet, I just want my daughter to be healthy. The worse thing was that last night before we left to go to the hospital I had to pack my hospital bag because I didnt have all the things I needed in there and that alone is a terrible feeling.