rannnttt. ..... I feel so uncomfortable in my house. Since my soon to be ex husband made me and my…

rannnttt. ..... I feel so uncomfortable in my house. Since my soon to be ex husband made me and my kids leave, I've been living with my parents. I'm really glad they let me stay, granted there are 3 of us in 1 bedroom (when the baby comes it'll be 4) , and they have seriously 12 pets in the house .... 2 of which are dogs. well my 4 year old has a lot of energy and runs around (which someone is constantly saying ... stop eli .. u can't do that eli .... etc) well the 1 dog is older and everytime he runs passed her or near her she barks. my dad flipped out last night and accused my son of tormenting the dog on purpose because he was running in circles being goofy ... and my dad threw a fit saying he was mean for teasing the dog and he sat and watch him do it (I was right there he was just running) ... and he wasn't gonna be allowed to use the stuff in the house anymore because he was so mean for making the dog bark ... it was over something stupid but I flipped. I just got a job and will start soon, which whole other story ... my dad thinks I'm a horrible mom for getting a job and having to go back to work when the baby is 6 weeks old .. and selfish because I want money rather than bonding with my daughter .... but this is one of the exact reasons I need a job to get my own place and move out. My kids can't blink or move without someone saying something to them. trust me ... I was a stay at home mom with my 1st 2 an want nothing more than to stay home with this one .... it's not my fault I was forced to leave so my husband could man whore it around ...... I was having an awful day yesterday too because I missed my ex and having my own family and house .... the whole situation was ridiculous to blow up on but it just added up. now my mom won't talk to me either .... it's so awkward!!!

I'm sry that was so long and probably rambling but it feels good to get it out. don't really have friends up here to vent to and of course my soon to be ex doesn't talk to me. Thanks for listening and I promise there won't be anymore rants like this lol!