So i have been having weird dreams that my boyfriend (my sons dad) wants to put r son up for…

So i have been having weird dreams that my boyfriend (my sons dad) wants to put r son up for adoption bc he said he wouldn't be able to handle it and we only go to the hospital for a couple of hours and them leave. then I come back for his 9 o'clock caries and help with trach tie change and all that. but he doesn't want anything to do with r sons trach and im just worried that he won't help me at all when it comes to going home 😣 I love my boyfriend to death we have been together for almost two years and ik he love r son but it just don't seem like he is going to look at him different bc he has medical issues. I don't really want to talk to him bc I think it will start a fight and we really don't need to fight right now idk what to do 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢