Ugh ugh ugh I wish I didn't get so jealous this is ridiculous 😭😭😭 I seriously can't help it I'm so upset right now.
My husband came home and told me some girl he went to school with told him about an open position at the restaurant he's been wanting to move up too. She helps out at a few restaurants in the company. So they would work together... They used to hang out and smoke when they were in school. I know he would never think of cheating on me but if they worked together he would see her more than I get to see him. And they'd probably smoke together and when he was with his ex and we were just friends that used to smoke together he totally wanted to get with me. I'm just scared it's going to happen. I'm scared he's going to start spending his breaks with her instead of calling me or coming to see me. Not to mention I feel so completely unattractive right now.
@mama_uhv_4, but I totally want him to get the job he wants and it'd be a pay raise which would be great for us. I just ugh. He's mine dammit and I don't wanna share even if it is just some work bitch. I am trying to get over it cuz nothing is even happening so I'm just being ridiculous