can i just rant? I'm beyond disgusted. I am always a strong person, but all this shit going on is…

can i just rant? I'm beyond disgusted. I am always a strong person, but all this shit going on is making me doubt my ability to pull through things. My dad is sitting in jail for something that was lied about, I'm having a baby shower without him, I no longer see or hear about my brothers and sisters, I have two months to get out and make a home for my daughter, financially drained from all this shit going on and emotionally. Idk how one person can ruin the lives of people and her own children because she simply can't get her life together. My dad is in jail...a jail cell and calls me for 20 min a day. A innocent man. All I can do is pray God sees the truth and the hurt she's done, it's not my job to punish her..I just wish this was a dream I could wake up from.