
so i have been going to 2 time weekly non stress tests. and my little fish wont behave from one appointment to the next. he appears to have a decel in heartrate but it is more than likely picking up my heart rate. but to be safe they send me to hospital for extended monitoring. i get here. baby is being good but im having contractions. REALLY!!! Come on.. im at higher risk for preterm labor. but this really is to soon. bake some more kid.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.