I see pictures of my body before pregnancy, and somedays it makes me want to cry. Some days I miss…

I see pictures of my body before pregnancy, and somedays it makes me want to cry. Some days I miss the times I didn't waddle when I walked because my hips hurt, I miss not being out of breath 24/7, I miss my small tummy, some days I miss how simple my life was. Then I lay here and I feel my precious girl kick and roll in my belly and suddenly I don't miss anything. Because every change and every sacrifice is for her. Before her I didn't know how you could literally love someone so much more than anything else. I didn't know it was possible to be in love with someone you haven't even met. Pregnancy is hard. It hurts. It's scary. But it is the most beautiful journey I've been able to go on. Most days I want her out but I know I'm going to miss the days where I didn't have to share her with anyone, I'm going to miss feeling her kicks and rolls. I can not wait to meet you my sweet Estella. I love you so much more than you will ever realize babygirl. 💜