Since I have been on bed rest and also since I am about to have a baby soon I have noticed that I…

Since I have been on bed rest and also since I am about to have a baby soon I have noticed that I put her first even while she is still in the womb and Ik that I'm going to be a great mommy and as I look into the future and just thinking of how I grow up she's not going to have to go through the crape I java gone through because i am s survivor and now Ik why my friends say they look up to me and come to me because they say I'm real and every time they every needed anything i was there through thick and thin and they love me because I stay me and I keep it 💯 and I'm very proud of myself that's why I want to share one of my favorite quotes... The ppl with the worst past have the best futures and this is true bc a lot of ppl don't think that u would ever be the first one to graduate with honors from high school and college also they think that u want make it bc of what u have went through but to me that's was my past and I forgive everyone who has every abused me etc... And now I'm older and starting my family and just keep reaching and striving for not only me but my daughter too! When ppl ask me am I scared to give birth I say no bc this is a part of the miracle of life so idk how I will feel until it's that time but for now Ik I'm over joyed and blessed to soon become a mother a beautiful baby girl🎀👶🏾💖! Life throws things at us but I love a challenge bc I get myself back up and keep moving forward that's all u can do at the end of the day! I'm very proud of myself in so many ways and that's why I thank God so much bc he has done everything and has brought me through any and everything and that means very obstacles that tired to get me down he helped me jump over them and continue to be the young woman I am today!!🙏🏾😇😊😘